I hate the word 'racial'. It's not racial, it's racist. It's not racialism, it's racism.
Now who are racist? Perkasa, definitely. Zulkifli Noordin said some racist things. Race-based parties are by default racist. UMNO, MCA, MIC are racist in nature. DAP is also racist, but are better when it comes to hide their racism - this is no accusation, just an opinion.
PKR is not racist. PKR is stupid. A bunch of conned wankers. PIS-M AKA PAS is not racist, so long as you are a Muslim.
People use the word racial simply to dilute the thing from what it actually is - racism.
In my short 33-year-old life, I have experienced racism from all quarters. Some Malays were racist to me, some Chinese were racist to me and some Indians were racist to me as well. I got one white guy who was racist to me in Malaysia, but to be fair, it wasn't personal - he was racist towards everybody. I also encountered some racist fucktard tourists in Thailand, but never from the Thais.
It's sad, but that's the way people choose to live, to be. Yes, racism is a choice made by these idiots. They boycott businesses, overtly or covertly, they refuse to do certain things with certain races or even acknowledge them.
AT the core of it is distrust and ego. Distrust of other people, and the ego thinking you are better, SIMPLY. Why are you better? Can you run faster? Can you lift more weights? Does that make you better?
No, everyone is too lazy for that. Nobody got time for that. They are better, SIMPLY. God has given them a mandate that they SIMPLY, are better than everyone else.
I sense the brewing storm in Malaysia, and I can't help but allow it to affect me. I feel the murderous intent bristling, and I do not believe some simple gestures will make it all better again.
This is why, coming back to KL from Kuantan I bought some melee attack weapons, some duct tape, epoxy glue, some condoms and stocked up enough food to last me two weeks or so, should the unthinkable happens.
This is the energy I have been sensing, and I don't know how to make it stop.
