Sunday, August 1, 2010


I used to be fueled by negative energy. Fear. Anger. Guilt. Sadness. Hate. Insanely addictive and ultimately destructive. Gave that up a long time ago.

Then, I was propelled by positive energy. Cultivated through meditation and self-actualisation.

What if the final form, uses a combination of both? Positive and negative energy mixed in a turbine and exhausted through a focused jet. Like how jet engines work.

I would be free to be evil while doing something for the greater good.


No longer will I grapple with guilt and evil. They shall be friends, tools and lovers.

What kind of being would emerge? What kind of work can I come up with?

Ancieennnnttt spiritsss of Eeeeeeviiiillll...