Monday, July 26, 2010

Omnia Mutantur, Nihil Inherit

Part of growing up, I guess, is making decisions.

I am a machine. I work like one. So any emotional aspect of anything is delayed.

I was caught up in the execution of things that I didn't even notice the emotional ramifications until I made some headway into things.

Suddenly, it hit me like a sledgehammer. Right in the chest. Bam!

I was floored.

I thought it would be easier, since I am older.

But I'm taking a dump now, so everything's better.

Everything changes, nothing is truly lost.