Look, I want to be rich. I want to be a multi-millionaire, if not a billionaire.
Some think I'm just being greedy. They judge me without even knowing what I intend to do with the money. Some may think I'm like them, wanting the money for reasons similar to what they want to use it for. Who cares? Fuck you.
I am not afraid of failing to be a millionaire. What I am most afraid of is losing the drive to be rich.
I mean, sure, in the past five years, I have come up with ideas that at the first stage alone would have made RM250 million. I saw maybe 50K. In five years.
But that did not stop me from coming with more and more ideas. I have been in the game long enough to not put all my hopes up in any one thing. There is a lot of luck - good and bad - out there, and there are lots of con-men as well.
I will still go on and try new avenues and new people as long as:
1. It is NOT an MLM thing.
2. It does not intefere with my work.
3. I don't have to spend a single cent (okay, maybe I spent RM50 on one endeavour, but that was for food and drinks).
4. It is legit. And won't victimize anyone.
Because, the way I see it, there are only three possible outcomes:
1. I succeed and be a millionaire. And then I die.
2. I fail and be 'normal'. And then I die.
3. I don't try at all. And then I die.
The only thing to watch out for is to not get myself emotionally involved. Multi-million dollar schemes are like women. Fuck 'em, thoroughly, and then leave 'em.
If you get emotionally involved, that's it. You're dead.
So I will continue with any chance I get. I will chase that rainbow, cause it's a much better option, a much better drug than chasing the dragon.
